new here and really worried

[littlebitlost]

Hey gone dancing.

I am in counselling every thursday nite!!!

I have bought and am consuming all kinds of self help books and H dropped a couple off actually last thursday as well.

I will say I have done the major grieving I believe for about 3 months and that was up until about 4 weeks ago. That was when I really started to pull myself together. I have days where I still fall down, but the difference is I can brush myself off and get back up now whereas then I could not.

This weekend witht the wedding was what sort of pulled me apart at the seams today. It is not a reguolar occurance.

psssst ; I did the kicking screaming and carrying on already!!! BUT I wont be surprised if I dont have another tantrum here and there.