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WTF up.
What the hell does this mean?

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STOP What you are doing Right now!!! He learnt well. He read the books. He watched the movie. Trust me he still feels "IT". I would almost bet money that he is feeling it right now this very second. He heard what you said. He knows what you are feeling. He is walking away with his Big screen and his Surround Sound, And His New House. I will say it again WTF up.


What am I supposed to be stopping. What is the "IT" he feels. i'm not dumb really but I dont get what you are talking about.


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You remember me telling you "I need someone" won't work for ya


You know what...I dont NEED him. I WANT him and my family. I uswed to need him like i needed air. COuldnt breathe when he wasnt around. Counted on him for everything. NOW I count on me and noone else. I can breathe and I do. I have told him as much also.

I am really afraid of what I have lost or have the potential of losing. I dont know how to make it ok.


M: 34
H: 32
M: almost 6 years S: 2 yrs D: 4 yrs
Together: 8
Known him: 15 years
I walked away: April 1st
Wanted back: May 1st!!!!!

Working on me? : NOW!!!!