I know how very hard it is to want someone back in your life with every bone in your body...and how you KNOW you can be a better person if they would just give you the chance...you KNOW you could be happy as a couple again IF they would just try... but it really has to be on their time...and sometimes they need to hit rock bottom before they really get it...this is how my H had to go...it wasn't pretty...and he is still dealing with the after effects...
The HUGE questions is: Will he?????
My H is/was such a stubborn, extremely proud, manly man, that always sticks to his guns. I really, really don't know if he will ever come back. Mainly because he said he's done. Some because of his pride, he knows he screwed up big time and I don't know if he can put his tail between his legs and come back. Somewhat I think that he knows he's hurt me so many times and just might have made up his mind that he won't do that again.
And when I think of that, that is when I really backslide. I loose all sense of hope.
I guess time will tell... Thanks imLIN
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!
