Rollar Coasters are no longer fun

[Amy]

I spent today at my brothers farm. My cell doesnt reach there which was a blessing probably.

When I left it was like clockwork. He called me and talked to the kids. Then he and I talked. He bashed me some more about taking his kids and moving and etc. I told him he had to take care of him and he had some tough choices to make. I told him I was here for him but that I couldn't make his choices.

At the end of the conversation I told him I would pray for him and he said yeah you should.. Pray I don't kill myself. I told him that if he felt he had to do that it was the most selfish thing he could do but that I couldn't stop him nor would I carry the guilt for his decisions. He then hung up. I know it was just an idle threat but it is still hard to go to bed tonight with that being the last thing he said to me.