Get me on a smoother ride....need advice - part 3

[SueS]

Hi there-

Well, we made it home safe & sound. D3 slept for 3 hours of the trip, so it was quiet.

H isn't home, but couldn't have been gone for long before we got home. I could actually still smell his cologne in the bathroom.

I did my common courtesy call to H during the trip. I was pretty vague about when we'd left or what time we'd be there. Actually I had to leave a vm. Did not get a call back. Probably shouldn't have, but called him when we got home. VM again. Still no call back.

I have this deep sickening feeling that he's with OW tonight. There was this little piece of paper on the kitchen table. It's like one of those pieces of paper that you'd pull a sticker off of. The sticker was a gold crown & the back of the paper says Hallmark on it. BLAHHHHHH! I haven't bought anything from there in a long time. Plus, H was very inquisitive about when we'd be home and about wanting us to stay until Monday. It just makes me sick. Kind of one of those big huge let downs. You have great conversation with your spouse and then you see that. Anyone else want to punch me in the stomach?? Might as well, I already feel sick!

I can almost guarantee that if he doesn't call us tonight, that he is with OW. VOMIT!!!

Well, not feeling much like talking tonight. Might as well spend some time with D3 to try to get my mind off things.

Have a good night.

SueS