How could I be with this man at our parish picnic, while he is receiving the 'one ring-I'm thinking about you' call all day long from OW? Even while in mass. I hear ya on that one.
He was pushing you away during your pg and labor because he was in pain and you were there to take it out on. Isn't it awful to be looked at with such hate/disgust? It tears me apart. You aren't rewriting history, by the way, you are analyzing it. Difference.
What are your kids up to? Is your D6 having a better time in school lately?