£6000 plus of vets bills and she went lame. What the fcuk am I meant to do now? I feel so disappointed. I know she is only a horse but she has a BIG input into my PMA and how I cope with things. Even my H has realised how low this is likely to make me go - he is being so sweet which is nice but I still don't know what to do. I cannot afford to KEEP throwing money and affection at this animal. But I love her. A bit like an errant H I suppose but not on the same scale. She hasn't had an A I guess. My vet is a woman so she can't be trying to throw me in their arms by making me keep going back because of her injuries - well I hope not!!!! Expensive dating anyway.LOL
The day was really good until she went lame. Lovely riding at a good but regular pace through the English country side on a lovely sunny autumnal day. Aah. Very nice. I just got to hold on to that.
Thanks for thinking about how I was getting on anyway guys.
Lots of love to you all.
Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength