isn't that the best scene, mk? when she just falls apart, after that perfect evening. its not what she wants.
lol about the music elistist statement. I have my standards, too...but am willing to educate. lol.
as for dating, I don't know. I'm getting back to the point where I'm not even seeing anyone I would want to date. doesn't help that every guy out there today was just gross looking. I've never seen so many hairy guys in tank tops in my life as I have today. there should be a law.
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M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
I bet looking for guys is no different to shopping.
When you got no money to spend and can only go window shopping you always see loads you want but when you have a legitimate reason to splurge you never can find quite the right thing, huh. It sucks.
Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
not that I'm looking, really. more window shopping...but at the same time, I guess because I could actually buy something, that is why I'm not seeing a whole lot out there.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
I had posted a profile a while back, just to get some PMA up. Got 156 responses. But you are right, it wasn't what I wanted.
But I want something. I wanted H to be that, but he can't/won't now. I miss having that special someone. It will be a year in a month and a half. I miss knowing that I am in someone's heart. I miss having someone thinking about me. I miss checking in about the mundane stuff that makes up life, just talking or even sitting quietly.
I don't know when I would start dating, but a few people have told me that it would help me get over him.
And I am afraid that is the only work I have left to do at this point.
I don't know what it is, but the commercials for all of those sites (match.com, etc) bug the hell out of me lately. maybe someday I'll consider them, but right now they are nails on a chalkboard for me.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
Nails on a chalkboard here too. Add that to any cell phone commerical, text message talk, all that business. I could happily set fire to H's cell phone, but since its attached to his hip, it would mean more serious charges.
I am literally laughing at whatyou said about those commercials LWB!!!! I HATE any teen directed ad for texting! How did I sleep in the underthe same roof and have breakfast with a man who was texting like these kids on these commercials. In a weird way, it makes me feel like a grown woman compared to him, so I am good.
Saffie, I got a tingley feeling on my arm and in my heart to see a glimpse where I can actually help my H comehome, and deal with the aftermath of an affair, or crazy OP, and have an intact family. I so wanted to have that as my focus.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
Like Donna, as this year rolls by and the seasons change, I realize a mistake has turned into a fling, and this fling has turned into an affair, and now it is an addiction. Perhaps even a real relationship, but how could that be real?
I think about where I was this time last year and realize I was not really happy with him then. He did not get me anything special for my birthday or plan anything at all the way my BFF's H does each year.
I honestly think my H checked out that morning he drove me to the hospital the day my S2 was born and he yelled at me while I was laboring in the car. He seemed to have so much hatred for me at that moment. I somehow knew I was bearing an unwanted child to a down man. Please tell me this is not atypical, but he was a real jerk to me during my pregnancy and delivery. I thought Dads were supposed to be all supportive and blissful but then there are all those homicides related to pregnant women. Whatever, I am tired.
OK now who is rewriting history?
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
How could I be with this man at our parish picnic, while he is receiving the 'one ring-I'm thinking about you' call all day long from OW? Even while in mass. I hear ya on that one.
He was pushing you away during your pg and labor because he was in pain and you were there to take it out on. Isn't it awful to be looked at with such hate/disgust? It tears me apart. You aren't rewriting history, by the way, you are analyzing it. Difference.
What are your kids up to? Is your D6 having a better time in school lately?
