One, Hang in there buddy. I agree with Cire. It doesn't sound as if you are going to have the ability to be a father with that schedule. You need to stand up for yourself regarding your daughter. With that schedule, you can't.
As far as the W thing, detach as best you can. Things will seem more clear after all of this is done. I really don't believe that you can reconcile in any way with this issue looming overhead.
CIAZ M 7/97 S 5/05 D 8/06 Both 33 years old No kids