Thoughts of OW Drive me Crazy!!

[theotherhalf]

I really don't get it. It's like the OW has come out of hiding.

OW lives in one town, H lives in town 15 miles away, I live on farm right in the middle.

I work in the town that OW lives in. It's like for all these months she was in total hiding. I never, ever seen her. And trust me I looked. She just was never around anywhere. Hell I've worked in that town 4 years, left 4 years, now back working there for 2 and never saw her anywhere ever.

Now in the last week I've seen her twice. Last Thursday she was at the vet at 3:00 in afternoon right across the street from my work. We have a huge picture window that looks directly at the vet's. She knows where I work and at what times. I don't get it. And it took all I have not to run over there and not rip her f***ing head off. But I did nothing. I waited till she left then I went home.

Some say they wonder if he broke it off and now she is baiting me to do something stupid to make me look bad.

Don't care. I am trying to pretend she doesn't exsist. Trying to believe those that say he's not seeing her anymore. And when I was at H's Friday night his phone was out in the open all night and was on. No calls. I wanted to go look in it after he went to sleep to check his recent calls. But I didn't.

"Let go and let God" right.