OK. So, while I know I've got the ability to be calm and reserved during the conversation, how do I cope right now?
I'm pretty much spending most of my time right now thinking about my situation - either voluntarily or not. That she probably IS done with me, but still torturing myself with hope. I keep spinning through reasons why she left (even ones that're highly unlikely/personally degrading), things she might be doing (finding a boyfriend already/wanting a fast divorce so she _can_, other stuff that's rather out of character), and other crap.
I know it's not helping my stress level to keep thinking about this stuff, even when I know that I've got alot to own about this situation, so how do I stop driving myself totally crazy?
