Forrest Gump and his box of choclates.

[Forrest Gump]

I did not say my friends want nothing to do with me. Actually they can't wait till I get my own place so they can come to my house. I will likely have to kick them out. They call all the time wanting me to go out, meet other people. I am pulling away due to they want me "Out". They have all said if I was you I would be doing this... Lemme just say none of it says save the marriage.

I have told my wife what I need. She has told me she needs nothing right now.

I have done some things. They have been received well enough. I have done my best to give her space. That is what she says she needs. I have had a hard time with that because as soon as I give her "space" I get 10 million questions. She says she does not wanna lead me on or give me false hope alot.

I do things unintentionally she likes them. She thanks me says nice things. Then dosen't trust it or thinks its fake.

I have some goals actually about 2 college rule pages of them I will try and get them up ASAP.