I DON'T THING THERE IS ANYTHING WE COULD HAVE DONE TO STOP THIS MESS. MY H'S MOTHER DID THE SAME THING TO HER FAMILY AND DIED AT THE AGE OF 59 REGRETTING IT.
SO SAD
MY H IS A MACHO TYPE OF GUY AND I THINK THAT ATTRIBUTED TO ALL OF THIS. HE WAS ALWAYS LOOKING FOR SOMETHING NEW. HE ALWAYS WAS TRYING TO PROVE HIMSELF. HE SURE DID THAT. HE PROVED HE IS A JACKASS.
EVERYTHING HE USE TO BELIEVE IN SUCH AS INTEGRITY AND CHARACTER AND MORALS IS ALL GONE.
PEOPLE LAUGH AT HIM NOW. HE LOOKS SO SILLY DRIVING HIS JAGUAR CONVERTABLE WITH NO SHIRT ON AND HIS HAIR SPIKED UP. HE ALSO TREATS EVERYONE HORRIBLY AND ACTS SO ARROGANT.
PEOPLE FOR THE MOST PART DON'T LIKE HIM. EVERYONE USE TO LIKE HIM BEFORE BOMB.
I AM GOING TO THROW THIS OUT THERE. MY H ALWAYS PRIDED HIMSELF ON HIS SEXUAL ABILITY. AS HE GOT OLDER, HE DID NOT HAVE AS MUCH STAMINA AND STAYING POWER IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. I THINK INSTEAD OF JUST ACCEPTING THIS AS A FACT OF AGE, HE COULD NOT HANDLE IT.
I HOPE HE IS READING THIS (JUST KIDDING).
Me: 45 H: 43 Married: 19 years Dated 05 years Bomb: 11/06 OW - "I love her, but still want you as my friend"
