H wants D

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I am graudally doing better at viewing him w/detached compassion. Having him out of house and seeing him less frequently is probably a good thing.

Caught him staring at me tonight, but I'm still not noticing any efforts to work on the relationship on his side of things.

Gradually I am beginning to ask myself: at what point when you've felt this way in a relationship DO you say enough is enough?

I've resolved to give this my best shot but H is so far off in his immature world, I am not sure if he is capable ot being the kind of person I need him to be. His artwork and girlfriend are far more important than I am. Or than D1.5 is. =(