Just saw Emily Gilmore on her first date after her seperation. She had a perfect date with a wonderful man. She looked smokin' hot and flirted all night. She came home alone to her big, empty house and wept. Why do I have a feeling it will be like that for me?
It is as if dating for me is so different than having an affair for H. I would actually have to actively seek someone who does not repulse me while he just sleeps with someone he has already had an EA with. H just had to switch an EA to a PA after he felt like it was over or maybe even before we were seperated??? That is the definition of cheating, right? While I have a bunch of hoops: looks, wisdom, job, shoes, children, drinking, fidelity, Nickel****. What kind of guy can jump through all these hoops in time for my birthday or reunion? I guess I could ease up on the choice of shoes but I have to draw the line on Nickel****. I cannot date someone who listens to that band. Music elitist B am I.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
