Well for one, if everything is new - then he has a thrill right there ! There are so many new impulses keeping his mind busy, that he can easily 'ignore' what he has done ! This will wear off one day, but it takes TIME ! I'm sorry sweety, but this really is about Letting them GO and giving it time ! If you are a believer, please pray for strength and patience and have faith in God that he will help you through these times !
Go and find yourself again....use it to re-discover ! You will be thankful and it will be much better spent than wondering about your H...no amount of worrying or wondering has ever brought them back, I'm afraid !
take care xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
