The Good, the Bad, and the Funny 4

[mkultra]

Journaling:
My BFF and her H came to visit me at the bar last night. It was so nice to be with someone my own age who is so beautiful and great and a real size woman. It is funny how we can still attract men at our age, men of every age. We laugh and are cool and smart and ourselves. I felt happy to be with her. She makes me feel prettier and Folks, I have been a frumpy size Large comfort nursingwear wearing SAHM for almost 6 years. I never went out because my H worked every Th, F, Sat, Sun. night. No wonder he had an affair with a bar tramp. He saw them more than me! No, Stella's Got Her Groove Back, (just trying to avoid any younger Jamacaiian down lows!) And I will not date. As much as I know that will prick up my H's ears, I just cannot do it. I wish I could though.