It seems as though I am getting positives from H but do I really see the "real" coming from H?
I just don't know if I am doing it right.
Like today he is here working outside. I so want to ask him to stay for supper. I am making gizzards which he loves. Don't think anyone is around tonight so H has nothing else to do.
After last night I thought he may not even come around but he needs to start combining too.
He has been nice but really quiet. I've been trying to stay away from him for the most part. Kind of seems on the virg of being pissed. But that is the way he's been this week from what I've seen of him.
I really don't want to push but yet I don't know if he can take the initiative to spend time with us. I still believe that he feels so guilty, that he doesn't deserve us and that the D is what he "has" to do.
Hell, I don't know!
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!
