Rollar Coasters are no longer fun

[Amy]

So much has happened this week I feel like I am in the midst of a hurricane and just getting by right now.

On Tuesday my son called the hospital to tell my H goodnight only to find out he had checked himself out. On Wednesday night I picked up a vm that his mom had left saying she hoped he had fun on his ski trip with the OW. She was glad she could help pay for it and she overnighted him more money. This is right after he told me he was coming home on Sunday and then hospitalized.

I realized at that moment I had no choice but to get out of where I was. His parents which were my support (or so I thought) were funding his affair while I was at home with 5 heartbroken children and no money for even groceries.

Thursday morning I let my childrens school know that as soon as I had the money I was leaving and going home out of the state. By that night I had almost 2k in donations and the uhaul loaded. I figured that it definately was a sign from God because how else could this have happened. Well this morning I sit 1300 miles away from my house even more heartbroken and wondering if I made the write choice or if I have really messed up.

He did call from the mountains yesterday and told me how he hated that I was taking his kids just to hurt him and that I was mean and cruel and etc. I tried to tell him that he needed to get help for his illness and I felt that we were in the best place financially, emotionally, and physically for right now. He hung up and I haven't heard from him since. I still want my marriage to work but I really think he needed a wakeup call. I think he needs to relize he needs HELP.

Any advice as to where to go from here?