what am I doing here? seriously, what am I doing here? H just left with the kids to take them out to breakfast/to the park for bit before the party. all I can think about is what am I doing? why don't I just file for divorce myself and get it over with? He's WITH ANOTHER WOMAN. nothing is changing that. nothing. do I have so little self-respect? how is this okay at all???


M-41
H-38
M-10 years, T-14 years
Bomb-PA 3/19/07
Separated-6/7/07
Piecing/h back home 5/08
S-6
S-4
D-4

"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"

-Mary Anne Radmacher