Breton, I think that when you stop wanting to do it, you will KNOW, and by then it will no longer matter to you...for now, you're still on the rollercoaster....
Why you're doing it.....only YOU can answer that too...but sometimes life is just what it is ....
I hope you have a good day xxxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
