The Good, the Bad, and the Funny 4

[nephartiti]

Yes, lwb. I think we all do. I go back and forth. Some days I believe without a doubt we will get through this. Other times I feel like an idiot for trying. It goes with the territory, I guess. I believe it does take a miracle to get through this. I believe miracles do happen.

MK, I think my H would have to be willing to quit his job. When I first confronted him, he said he ended his "friendship" He was very bitter about it. I think he did try. He wasn't coming straight home from work, but he was coming home. I just couldn't trust him. He just gave up even trying. Anyway, I asked him to take a leave of absence (2 remaining weeks till his vacation), finish his credential work, and get another job. He said no way to all of it. I even suggested I go back to work at night so he could pursue his masters. No to that too.

Yes, it would take a handful of miracles to make things right. Sometimes I'm willing to try. Sometimes I just want to turn around and forget the whole thing.