So the first miracle that would have to occur would be for my H to clear from his MLC. The second miracle would be for his affair to die a natural death. The third miracle would be for me to actually regain trust and attraction and forgive, for him too. The last would be to deal with the chaos of our lives which have been completely entangled by how close our families and friends and neighbors are.
Wow, I could have written this. The thing is, some days I feel this is going to happen and other days, I am like "No way, we aren't strong enough for this" (Both me or H). Do you feel like that, going back and forth?
