OK, really losing it today. I feel like I am just coasting through my day, every day, with no point to any of it. I hate waking up in the morning, and wish I wouldn;t nearly every day. I have a full life, always doing somehting, but I reaqlly cannot handle this no contact any moire. I would say it was killing me, but I'm not that lucky. I don;t want to live like this, and it is all I've got....
