Okay, so first of all, you have come to this place where you're ready to move on, which at this point means move away. Good for you for knowing this. I know what you mean about people knowing... it's the same in my life.
You are in a good and peaceful place. Do you still have pain? of course. But you are good, overall.
I heard something on the radio a few weeks ago. It was something about happiness. This woman (can't remember who it was) was saying that one of the keys to happiness is finding 3 things each day to be thanful for. She said not to just say thing like your family, because that's a given. what she was saying are teh exact things that you do and that I now find myself doing... and that is finding beauty and appreciation in little things.
For you in the most recent post, it was the moon, the mountains, the Ruins... and quite frankly, you are alwyas filled with those little appreciations for life. You ahve no idea how much you have inspired me to start thinking that way. I find simple pleasures in little things... like watching a thunder storm out the window with my kids... or lighting a candle and smelling the warm fragrance. It is noticing those little things that make one feel more content in life.
You have all that. There is no doubt in my mind that you will live a happy, successful life. I believe you will end up in a great R one day. And even if you don't (doubtful), you will still be a fulfilled, beautiful person.
You are the best. I'm excited for you to start this new chapter. Your H is a fool for letting you go.
Married 9 years Kids 5 and 6 Bomb 2006 H back and forth for a year M now back on track
