D Coming...can't let go just yet..

[JMC]

Thanks Chevelle - I appreciate you thoughts, encouragement and kind words.

Did I deserve for my W to have an A to understand how bad it was? Absolutely not.

I totally agree.

I have for the most part, accepted my impending D. But I still have that lonesome wish and prayer that W will reconsider and that why she can't see that what she is doing is going to do more harm than good.

Not to sound like a broken record here, but these are my thoughts as well. I actually saw a counselor two weeks ago and today she called to see how things are going and if my W had considered going to see her. I told her that I have decided at this time to proceed with the divorce and that it was not my feeling the my WAW would consider MC. Not sure what the future will bring, but as you indicated, all we can do is improve and take care of ourselves and take it one day at a time.

Hope all is well!