Im sorry for your pain, and no joking about the situation is just plan mean. You need to detach detach detach.. go out even if its to the book store, you need to make yourself unavailable to her.
she isn't in her right mind, and maybe she acting this way out of guilt because she doesn't know how to act.
Im sorry.
tal
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