Beginning of the End

[Nutty Chick]

if he wants other OW why does he not just have her and move on and let me go,

You are his security blanket I suppose....
I am just the same....

At one time he said to me what if I am wrong about leaving, well if he’s wrong he has to live with his error.

Yup, I have had that line too,

The whole time this has been going on he has not made any moves in my direction at all, yes that is because I have not backed off, but as I told him how do you fix something if you don’t work at it or don’t know if you want to work at it, what does he think he is just going to wake up one morning and think I may go back to W today.

Trouble is Corina.. what you are doing isn't working. Why keep doing what isn't working???

What about what this is doing to me, I have questioned every part of myself and it made me feel so low that I thought I must be such a terrible person like he says. Which is BS, I am a wonderful person and might I say a great catch.

Try a bit of mystery next time he comes over to do his laundry ...

I just don’t want to play the game anymore, life is to short and I believe I can walk away from this with my head held high. I don’t believe any body is worth that much. We have no kids so we do not have to have any contact and I am young enough to move on and meet someone else. But by him fence sitting it is not letting me move on we need to cut all ties for me to do this, also if he does not want me, let him live with the consiquenses.

Try the LRT or go totally dark. What have you got to lose?

I know I have come across really angry, part of me is and another part says this can not go on indefinitely and the more he treats me like [censored] the easier it will be to go and by then I will be a lot stronger and will not be sucked back in by any of his bs.

It is Ok to be angry. You are hurt and being mistreated. You deserve better.



take care NC x