Neph (M)-- I just got on and saw your message--I hope you are feeling a bit better...
We all know the feeling that you are going through--I wish I could reach through the line and give you a hug!!! This is so hard, but just knowing that you have to Act As If is a huge thing. You know the path, and knowing it is half of the battle. OK, maybe less than half...it is harder to actually DO what we know that we must do...