Had to submitt my financial disclosure to the court today in preparation for the court hearing which is a few weeks away.
Having never stepped foot in a court I didn't know what to expect, bit like airport check in, only no flight to a vacation.
what I did find interesting is, when you walk into the family court, there are plenty of different leaflets available, how mediation can help, how the process works, how to help your children cope with D.
I had a little laugh to myself, H has been in this place a few times, he obviously by passed all the leaflets mentioned above and went for the one printed " I want a Divorce".
I had to swear on the bible that everything in my statement was true, I didn't realise this, but it was not a problem, with a clear conscience I took the bible and swore the truth.
How on earth did H swear on the bible when he petitioned for D, he has lied before God, it got me to thinking that I really don't know who he is.
My H was a good man and now he isn't, and basically that is how it is, today has told me that his values are gone and for H to be able to act this way he must have lost his own self respect.
When i sit in court opposite him in a few weeks times, I will be looking at the shell of the man I loved, I say loved because I love the man that he was, not the man that he is now.
H has boken the vows he made for me, vows that he made before God, and now he has had God as his witness to his lies, I bit strong I know but this simply tells me this is not my H or the man who fathered my children.
