I just felt the need to finally confess the truth to you all. That I believe was the 'big guns' my H had eluded to, or at least one of them?
I am not proud of it, and because of it, I realize how much I do have to live for, and that this is not the be all, end all that I thought it was.
I have been reading what Saffie said, and I know she understands the dark place you get yourself into.
I am out of it, and I am healing, and my H and I finally were able to talk about alot of things yesterday that we should have discussed a long time ago.
No, we will most likely not reconcile and although it is not what I would have liked, I see that things happen for reasons and am just trying to take day by day and learn what God wants me to get from all this.
