I just think that her fear of if things progress and then she gets hurt again is too great. It comes in line with her not sure if she can believe that I am different and that I truly love her for who she is.... So whenever she starts have more feelings for me she pulls back instead of accepting those feelings. I sure hope time and slow/steady progress may change things for her. It just sucks that we were doing well in that department.... Don't know how easy it will be for her to let her guard down again this time....
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
