My life don't fit the book, please help.

[lester]

well, it's not really active per se. She does enjoy hanging out with her friends which is part of the thing I hate about her. We DO have fun together if she'd ever take down that damn wall. Which brings me to another thing I hate - the fact that she told me she was a tomboy and didn't believe in girly stuff like big weddings and then searches online for dresses (for her imaginary wedding to OM). Not that I mind her being girly or not being girly - I guess it just feels like I've been lied to. Like the alien is taking off the wife skin and revealing itself. I don't know.

Not really important cuz it doesn't change what I have to do about me but it does frustrate me if I dwell... so on we go!