Well lets see, Throughout the years we've always had one or another issues that prevented us having a satisfying one. There were times she was shying away from me and rejecting me, and vice versa. We just weren't communicating right. However, it dramatically changed since May when we finally communicated and opened up and felt safe to tell each other what we want and since then it was pretty good. Sad that we finally both realized that we both like sex but it was towards her wanting to end the M. Sucks that it took so long to happen.... If we weren't in this S with her enforcing the rules that she doesn't want to be intimate with me while working through the problems, I think we would be having a lot of fun. I also think it would contributes toward a lot of healing if she isn't so scared of her feelings for me.... It's like she fears that the intimacy part will cloud her judgement and she won't make the right decision.
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
