I'm sorry that things have happened the way they did. You should not feel alone in this. Since I've been on this board I have talked to a number of people who considered suicide. Please don't think that way. Life will be SO good again. It takes time and change. But you will be happy again. The future holds so many surprises for you. But you can only enjoy them if you are here. Give it time, and surround yourself with the people who love you.
