I found a 1/2 bottle of rum hidden in the closet. My W has problems. She is hidding things. I think mental things from me. I am at peace, But I feel a storm coming. I am still sending the letter on Tuesday. I hope I can hold out until then. I am almost thinking of our "date" on Saturday as a Goodbye date. I will see what kind of response I get from the letter but am sure it won’t be good. I have this feeling. I think she is only staying around for my son. So does this make me a bad person because I want to end it? I am ready for the Divorce. I have n o idea where to start. All our stuff is so intermixed. It is hard because unlike most of your sitches my W and I are not fighting. We have never called each other a name. We have NEVER hit each other. I think it would be easier for me if she would just do something. I'm not mad, I'm not scared anymore. I am not really hurt. I am sad for my son. It is so strange me living so open and transparent with NOTHING to hide and the person I am with is so hidden in her problems. Don’t worry everyone I’m ok. I think I have just come out of my own fog.
Husband
Hi Husband,
What's going on?
Hey Sara,
nothing going on. I think the time is more now that ever that this letter needs to be sent. I am at the end of my rope. My W has problems. I am finding 1/2 empty run bottles hidden around the house. I need to hold out for 5 more days.I so much want things to work out but I have detached so far that it will be a relief one way or antoher when it is over. I am ready for what ever comes out of this except if it goes one way I don't know how to tell my son.
Hi Husband---
Now, I don't know much, but I know about empty rum bottles. Don't you think your wife is just depressed---probably anxious as well?
Yes Delia, I don't know what the problem is but There is a problem. I have found a bottle hidden before and did not say anything. I don’t know if she has a drinking problem. Do people with drinking problems drink all of the time? I don't think she does that. But she is using alcohol for something.
Husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
