I havent been feeling too good lately. Just run down I guess....probably a bit depressed too. Today I took a nice long nap, like 3 1/2 hours. While I napped I had a dream that she wanted to come back. In this dream, I remember that I was anxious about it, but also there was some happiness there too. I remember in my dream telling myself not to get to overly excited just yet.
Then I woke up. Here I am, still kinda in the same place. Last week I busted my but working on this place and I felt better about things. This week I feel as if I have backslid a bit, just sort of lazing around.......supposed I needed a break.
