Today......wow I got alot of things done around this house this week! Place is really starting to look nice, (my vision of)
Had to meet my wife at a gas station to pick up daughter this afternoon. I did give her some $$ for our daughters tuition, which she thanked me for. They were at a wedding this afternoon, so they were all dressed up.
One of my wifes chief complaints when she left was "you never tell me that I am beautiful" I managed to slip one in today. When I met them I said, "Well dont you both look very pretty......" It probably will not have much effect, but I wanted to slip it in, ya know!!
Also today......when she came and got all her stuff 2 weeks ago, I will have to admit that she did stick to our agreed upon list, cant say there were any real surpises. But she did take almost all of the pictures off of the walls. Well except for the 2 wedding pictures in the bedroom. I have been a yard sale junkie lately. I found some really nice pictures.....probably didnt spend more than $30 for all I got. I did change out the wedding pictures too, oh they are still there, but there are some wildlife (Terry Redlin type) I put in front of the wedding pictures......I cant look at them wedding pictures no more..........
It was kind of hard to change them, but it is like a healing wound, and to look at them pictures every day is like picking at the scab if that makes any sense???
Anyhow I am rambling all over the place here. I am doing pretty good though actually. I think I will deliver our daughter over to her place tommorow......I want to be further still on this place before she actually comes and see's all of the changes. I think it is somehow going to affect her.........
I havent been feeling too good lately. Just run down I guess....probably a bit depressed too. Today I took a nice long nap, like 3 1/2 hours. While I napped I had a dream that she wanted to come back. In this dream, I remember that I was anxious about it, but also there was some happiness there too. I remember in my dream telling myself not to get to overly excited just yet.
Then I woke up. Here I am, still kinda in the same place. Last week I busted my but working on this place and I felt better about things. This week I feel as if I have backslid a bit, just sort of lazing around.......supposed I needed a break.
Hey man. Yup...HATE those dreams. You get those feelings and even after you wake up and realize that it was a dream...the feelings kind of stay with you.
Also sounds like maybe the newness of the place is wearing off a bit. Totally normal man. Gone through a bit of that myself.
Hey its been a few days. I've been doing ok. Tommorow ought to be an interesting day. She is going to come pick up our daughter after work. It will be the first time that she has been here since she came and got all her "stuff". I think she will be somewhat suprised how this place looks. Ohhhh I am going to have my PMA on full blast!
Also her birthday is coming up soon. I got her a present from our daughter. This was for our kid actually more than for her. Daughter was excited to get mommy a present for her birthday. (New set of PJ's). I did get a card from to acknowledge her birthday. Just a funny card.
Anyways I hope that everyone is having a good evening!
