I found a 1/2 bottle of rum hidden in the closet. My W has problems. She is hidding things. I think mental things from me. I am at peace, But I feel a storm coming. I am still sending the letter on Tuesday. I hope I can hold out until then. I am almost thinking of our "date" on Saturday as a Goodbye date. I will see what kind of response I get from the letter but am sure it won’t be good. I have this feeling. I think she is only staying around for my son. So does this make me a bad person because I want to end it? I am ready for the Divorce. I have n o idea where to start. All our stuff is so intermixed. It is hard because unlike most of your sitches my W and I are not fighting. We have never called each other a name. We have NEVER hit each other. I think it would be easier for me if she would just do something. I'm not mad, I'm not scared anymore. I am not really hurt. I am sad for my son. It is so strange me living so open and transparent with NOTHING to hide and the person I am with is so hidden in her problems. Don’t worry everyone I’m ok. I think I have just come out of my own fog.
Husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
