I think I need to give myself more credit for what I am achieving. I have been keeping work on course , The house is clean and tidy , the Kids are fed cared for and as happy as they can be. I am also enjoying having the time to listen to music instead of having the TV on ( one big improvement as W is a TV watcher ) on top of this I had a health check and have improved my overall health as well.
So lots of positives.
Now an update.
I got home yesterday from being away working and W was home , had prepared a nice dinner . She was unusualy withdrawn though and left quickly before dinner. I was upbeat and happy , got W a coffee and played a game with D it was then she got up and left. Dinner was excellent and I sent W a txt message to let her know it was.
I am not trying to analyse whats going on in her head , I dont think she is any closer to resolving her issues and I realy cant concern myself about her , what shes planning , where she is at with OM . All I can do is keep working on Me , prepare for the worst ( have a plan ) , look after the kids.
My Goals for now.
Keep improving my fitness and lose that last 5kgs. Keep communication going with Kids and give each of them some individual attention each day. Make time for my friends. Make time for my favourite passtimes.
I looked at one of those dating sites last night as well. All that proved is that I am a long way from wanting to go there thats for sure.
