donna, my plan for that day is to be as dark as night, and to do something special with my kids after they get out of school. they are the blessings from the marriage, I figure who better to spend the day with.
do you think I'm better off doing something on my own for the whole day? just going off and doing my own thing? I know I am going to be emotional on that day. I will have the morning to myself, but wondering if I should have my parents or someone come down and spend the day with the kids and keep myself to myself.
the kayaking sounds fun, btw never done it, think I'm going to add it to my list of things I'd like to try next summer.
H is due in a couple of hours. for some reason I'm nervous about him coming over. nervous he's going to be ready to have "the talk." I know he doesn't want me to hurt any more than I have to, and after our talk on tuesday, I wouldn't be surprised if putting me out of my misery will be his plan.
I know I need to stop thinking about this stuff. I'm not worked up about it, just wondering.
still planning to head out to do some boot shopping. will try to be upbeat and happy while I do see him. no more moping.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
