Thanks guys it's so refreshing having some input from people who are going through the same sort of thing. I haven't told my whole story yet, but i'm sort of bored with it now.. I've had 18months of hell. I'm committed to make this work.. but it's hard. I have 3B 3, 7, and 9(i know he's off his head) I've gone through the begging, tears, depression, anger the lot. Thank god for that book!! Even if he does bugger off i think(no i know) i will be stronger. It amazes me that we've been together 10 years and less than 3 years ago we got married and he cried when he said his vowes. But obviously from his perpective at the moment he thinks he's never been in love with me, our marriage has always been a nightmare blah, blah, blah. Well at least i can let it go over my head thanks to our friend DR. It's amazing how MLC and OW can make a difference.
I must say though it's hard focusing on me when he works six days a week and i have 3 kids to look after(and my own work)
I'm lucky have loads of fab friends.
It's funny cause i started feeling down tonight(i'm in England)but you guys have made me feel more positive.
Thanks Nina
By the way what are threads. I'm completely new to all this, it took me 15 minutes to work out how to post.
