I know it feels that way. When we know they think of us we want more. It just doesn't work that way I'm afraid. We get to live out here with no idea of what's going on in their heads. The key part of that phrase is "live". It's hard not to think about it all the time. Then at some point you notice you just went 5 min. without thinking of him, then 10 etc. Perhaps the "mother ship" has done some kind of mind wipe?