Get me on a smoother ride....need advice - part 3

[SueS]

Yoyo-

Thanks so much. I guess I just feel like I'm in that place everyone calls Limoland. I was here once before 6 years ago and I swore to myself that I would never let it happen again.....but here I am.

He won't be home from work until 9:30 tonight, so I don't think I'll be able to do the couple movies with him and mention it over dinner. Great suggestion if it were Friday night. However, D3 and I are going out of town tomorrow.

I guess it's harder with this week's confrontation than it was with last week's because I found actual evidence of more of a connection than just the phone calls and he told me more than he did last week. Now it's becoming more of a reality to me than it ever was before. Like being hit in the stomach with a huge fist.

My mom said in an email today that my sister wants to take me out Friday night so I can just relax and forget about things for a while. I have a feeling that my mom knows more now than I wanted her to know. I know if my sister told her something she was just doing it out of concern, but I really didn't want mom to know.

Well, I seriously need to get back to work. Hard to concentrate these days. I'm an Assistant to 4 people too, so it's not like I can shut a door or keep to myself . Maybe that's a good thing though!

SueS