AD's - I see no shame in them at all- it's just they made me so vague and forgetful. Now what was i saying........ H says I am much sharper off them - more entertaining!!(as he is chasing me round the bedroom as I try to slit my wrists). I guess the cocktail they had me on before was pretty strong after what I did so maybe I should ask about another type of AD. My CBT guy tho really wants me to stay off them. I shall see him tomorrow and see what he thinks. I am going to think positive. I have massive control issues and my CBT guy is the one to teach me how to stop my addiction to control. I can see the futility of it I just can't stop my brain.
Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
