About the AD meds...I was lucky enough to only be on them for 2 weeks after the bomb. I couldn't eat or sleep, so I had to do something, but I haven't been on anything since last year. Ironically, I had a about 15 Xanax pills left and XH had one of his crazy moments one night and took all of them. I wished that would have been enough to get him to the ER but it wasn't. His reasoning for taking all the pills....I just want to fall asleep.