My H is out of town this weekend also. I am really looking forward to the down time. Maybe I can catch up on the BB. I don't have any kids at home so it will be all about me. I know the trust issues. I also know the "decision" to not get paranoid. It's one of my biggest struggles. I make that choice but sometimes I find it difficult to follow through. I tell myself to let it go, there is nothing I can do to change it anyway BUT then I find my mind wandering with what ifs and ... but not this weekend, I have promised myself to enjoy my time. I am going to go buy some books I have been putting off. It is chilly here right now so if it stays that way tonight I will build a fire, pour myself a cocktail and read. Heaven for me. Hope you are able to enjoy your time as well.
Love at first sight is easy to understand; it's when two people have been looking at each other for a lifetime that it becomes a miracle. (Amy Bloom)
