Now I've done it... again

[nephartiti]

OK, I missed my window of opportunity for the stake out. I guess I'm kind of proud of myself for coming to my senses before I even left the house. Part of me wishes I had gone. I guess that's my obsession. What a twisted little love triangle I find myself in.

I wonder if OW pressures him to stay with her all the time or if he just does it. If she's pressuring him, I know it's just a matter of time til he says enough is enough. I hope it's only a matter of time. If he really wants to be there, I can only hope she gets annoyed with him breathing down her neck all the time.

Of course there is a third possibility that makes me shiver. They are madly in love and neither can get enough of the other. He misses his kids, but not as much as he will miss her. So she wins. Right now she wins. Every day she wins. This is selfish, but I hope her luck changes soon.

Morgan's right. This full moon has got us all missing our H's too much to be comfortable.

I'm going to go shower and try to stay busy today. H is supposed to come see the kids tomorrow. I have to get myself together before then. It wouldn't be a bad idea to have the house looking fab too. That's where I'll put my nervous energy today.