Now I've done it... again

[mkultra]

Go with that feeing but do not act on it. He is either in some pathetic place alone and miserable, not your fault, or he is in some leacherous place, trying to escape and get closer to OP, still pathetic and not your fault. Either way he is choosing not to be with you and it is not your business, and you cannot control him, and you cannot snap him out of being pathetic, and you cannot pursue him. so all you can do is distract yourself with things like the computer, or your mom, or the swing, or me!!!

having said that, I actualy drove by my H's aunt's home at 3AM after work in hopes for the miracle that he had somehow came to his senses and stopped sleeping at his OW' place. No car. Stupid dream anyways. What does it prove when we see it with our own eyes? The snooping is just more pain.