MC,
I know what you mean about having the urge to call her, but don't. It is so hard sometimes to resist calling, but believe or not that get's easier also. The only time you should call her at this point is to return her call.

As far as understanding "isn't what I think", don't even try to figure it out. You'll drive yourself crazy. They don't even know what they mean. They are delusional themselves. They can turn anything around to make it seem right to themselves. As far as believing them, you are right they become masterful at lying.

You just keep being the man that you are and you will come out ahead.




Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are.
-- Bernice Johnson Reagon